The past year pretty much got progressively better. First I found out that I didn’t have to keep going in my old program and I applied to graphics, then in the summer I played baseball and coached for the first time. It was pretty upsetting when I didn’t get into graphics but w/e I’m over it. I was happy when I was finally enjoying school and getting good marks. But this last month I’ve been doing all that and getting in shape.
What changed this month and what I hope will happen next month:
What changed this month? This has been a fairly consistent month. Not much has changed. I’m back at school and I’m still exercising and eating better. I did have a slight fall off when school hit but I’m getting back on the horse. So yeah. Nothing has changed.
What do I hope for next month? I hope the next month stays good for me, I keep working out, I keep eating (more or less) well. There are no real ambitions other than to keep things going as they are going.
I thought my plans were ruined, but it turns out my day was just inconvenienced.
I had to drive my mother places, then drop of my sisters computer to get fixed.
I know BMI is not super accurate, but I was looking up what mine is now, and what it would be at my goal weight. Even at my goal weight of 200lbs I’m still considered “overweight”. I was shocked. I guess thats why it’s not a good measure of health.
I really like my classes and classmates, but there is a downside. Most of the girls in my classes are so young. They’re only a year older than my little sister, and that weirds me out. Maybe I’m just weird?
I am going to have some chicken noodle soup I think.
I work 10-7 tomorrow. By myself. BUT then I go to my grandparents for birthday dinner :)
I didn’t get to finish Green Zone because I was driving places. I would like to finish it.
I am feeling energetic and lazy at the same time. Is that even possible?
I don’t know what to say about that. I definitely do not have tumblr hoes. I certainly don’t use tumblr to pick up women or anything, if thats what you mean. I’ve only met someone from tumblr deliberately once, other than the Ottawa meet up. I’ve randomly met a few others on the bus or at my work.
Love Cudi, although his last album was a disappointment. I’ve got all his mixtapes and albums. I love them all. Drake is not my style. I hate his singing, his rapping is alright but his beats are way to slow and they all seem the same to me. If he did more shit like Forever maybe I’d like him a bit more but w/e.
Work was next to useless. I sold like 5 memory cards and a battery.
A guy who thinks he is everyone’s friend, but really he’s like 2 peoples friend, has invited himself to my birthday. I really don’t like him. It’s my own fault for leaving the FB event open, but like… there is a reason I didn’t invite you.
I’ve lost aaaalmost 20lbs so far and I’m already noticing positive affects.: 1) I feel better about myself 2) clothing fits better 3) my sex drive is higher 4) Booze hits me a bit harder 5) I’m happier.
I’ve still got another 25lbs or so to go.
Tomorrow is gonna be awesome. Chillin w/ Chris. Got the day off.
Day 1 of working towards the ever elusive pullup went more or less OK. With that being said I’ve got muscles that are sore that I didn’t even know I had.
I ran again for the first time this week. I was too busy with school to run my usual wednesday night run, and yesterday I told myself I would go run but I chilled with Mike instead cuz he’s sad about his break up.
Work 7-11 tonight.
I’m off tomorrow and I’m chillin with Chris who is fresh back from Robyn in MTL.
Fajitas for dinner!
Looks like I should be getting the exemption from the class I don’t want to be in.
I don’t know if I’m supposed to disrespect my parents or talk about how my parents can be disrespectful… Either way I don’t have much to say.
My parents are not that bad. I may complain but in reality they’re pretty awesome. My only complaint is they need to relax about when I go and party. I don’t party often and when I do I don’t want to be bothered. They just worry a lot. Aside from that it’s just small idiosyncrasies that they each have.
i sir actually don't have a foot fetish :P
i only enjoy my own feet
other people's feet creep me out...well okay i don't mind them unless you're touching me with them
with the exception of being in the hospital and having to scrub people's feet that doesn't bother me cause i know they can't do it for themselves
list your five favourite bands at the moment
four of your favourite places to shop
three of your favourite foods
two of your favourite memories
and one thing you want to do before you die (which isn't on your bucket list right now)
4 places to shop, if we are exclusive to clothing: Norml, Sport Chek, uuhhhmmm thats all I can think of. There is no where else that I routinely go back to for clothing. Although I found out that Lucky Brand carries jeans that fit perfectly so I guess there too. Other than that I kinda just shop where ever.
3 of my fav foods: Pad Thai, Jambalaya, Pizza
2 of my favourite memories:
My first NHL game with my dad was really cool. We were at the redline about 15 rows up, maybe more. We were playing the Might Ducks who, thanks to Disney, were my favourite team at the time. It was so much fun. Sean McEcheren scored with 12 seconds left to tie the game
The first time I got hammered, because I have the best friends ever who took care of my big fat drunk ass.
1 thing I want to do before I die:
I don’t have too many ambitions in life. I mean I’ve got my bucket list, but mostly I just want to live a stable life and raise good kids. That’s a bit of a cop out answer so yeah here you are:
This may sound weird, and even corny, but I’d love to fall in love at first sight. She doesn’t have to be “the one” and it doesn’t even have to last long. I just think it would be one hell of a ride.
Today I petted a cat into the ground. It went from standing to crouching, to lying, to on it’s back and back around to lying on it’s side. When I got up and stopped it looked at me as if to say “What are you doing? you’ve done this to me and you’re leaving? I’m stuck here now!”
I’m currently watching Brothers. It’s fucking sick. I never got around to it, it’s one of about 25 movies I bought when the Blockbuster went out of business.
Tomorrow is gonna be a good day, except for work 7-11. That sucks.
Things that make you scared: *sorry, the queued post got posted before I could catch it.
Swans and Geese -They’re just scary OK? I don’t have to justify it.
Being Blind - Well like, the thought of being blind. I could deal with the loss of a limb or even being paralyzed, but blindness freaks me out. Sight is definitely my favourite sense.
If people are more than an hour late and are usually punctual but they don’t answer their phone - I’m terrible. My mind immediately jumps to something outrageous like what if they got killed in a mob hit gone wrong organized by some crooked cops who hide the evidence and make it look like a traffic accident and then I have to avenge their deaths. Seriously. I’m fucked up.
Walking through spider webs - it seriously freaks me out. I usually think I’m dying until I figure out what it is and get it off me.
I wonder if the two could be combined somehow? Not like rap-rock, which is almost always horrible, but maybe some long haired metal head could be walking down the street with a jar full of death metal while a black kid in a sick fitted cap was walking down the same street in the opposite direction with a mug full of hip-hop and when they bump into each other, it’d be all like “Hey, you got hip-hop in my death metal! No, you got death metal in my hip-hop!”, and suddenly, a new sub-genre is born.